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friend, friend, friend. which one i can take him/her as my FRIEND?

i though u r good enough, until i found out u are just being a bad arse. first, when i go to nyc to visit you, u got fucking pissed and i don't even fucking know where's ur home; and then now u r telling me i'm a loser for u just because i didn't fucking tell our senior high school teacher what u fucking doing in nyc. do u think i really fucking know u r doing there?

oops, sorry, i though u taking the drug and smoking pot every single moment. come on, dude, u told me last weekend like u r doing the p.r job for hilton hotel, now u said i SUPPOSED to know u r a bartender in the restaurant now. what the fuck is that?

man, u r wasting my time. i'm already wasting it by my own, plz plz just grow up. the only thing u r good at is showing off what kind of big people u met in nyc. come on, fuck that! shut ur mouth and try to calm down, dude.

i don't know what to say now, and i don't even feel bad. surprise? i guess i've wasted fpr pretending all the friends around me like my family, but the truth is, they r not. even u, dude. i need to tell u now, u r just a deadwood and i'm pretty sad cuz i can't use u anymore. that's what i came for, that's why we were friend. is that clear?

suck it up or suck ur own ball, fucker.